around July 20 09

he talked to HER on Skype again after a weekend on the piss which almost cost him his job, took him to the Isle of Wight and left him in distress on Monday. When SHE talked to him, he bathed in the sound of HER voice; too knackered from work to do HER justice, he just reacted to what SHE was saying: SHE was doing well-meeting next day----MISS YOU!-"miss you,too" he replied and sunk into a sleep.

14/07/09 2400

Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cuz' the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you

Once again, SHE called. First time at 4:06am. Apologized, said she would ring back later; and did. After mid-day GMT. While he was at work and asked him to sort something out.

His day continued till late. On his way back, Heart 102.6 was playing "Against All Odds":

How can i just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When i stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
When all i can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what i've got to face